Paradigm Intel Julian's environs.
Whats it like to be in J's shoes?
Not a fun time, not feeling real well.
Touch of ulcers, colitis's.
Not sleeping well, little wine helps.
Shades all drawn, doesn't answer
phone, refuses to use hotels Wifi,
security reasons.
Spends most of his time is dealing with
security considerations, war driving,
pocket full of change to make phone
calls or buying throw away cell phones.
Eats in never same delivery place twice.
Poor appetite, periodic tummy pains.
NON stop watching news channels,
TV on 24 hrs a day.
Avoiding wana be groupies.
Occasional escort service visits.
Wondering is that pic really me?
Will the Russians really kill him?
How can he soften the Russian stuff
being released?wikileaks NOT to pub Russian stuff
Trying methods to temp.change his appearance.
Clock watcher, waiting for key times to try and
contact insiders, attorneys securely.
Meets with local supports for morale
boosts, when not thinking about what
prison would be like.
Cycling between tremendous highs
and deep dark black depression.
Occasional use of smoke to try
and balance mood swings.
Constantly working to maintain
some semblance of reality.
Struggling with desire to talk to
someone and wanting to avoid
all communications.
Knowing down deep this isn't
going to end well.
Will they kick down the door,
or knock, or jump him when he
leaves his room?
Will they kick down the door,
or knock, or jump him when he
leaves his room?
Worried about the toll this is
taking on Mom.
Thinking of ways to try and
re-assure her and himself.
Self doubts and maniacal thoughts
of invincibility.
Trys to focus on just good
thoughts, not having much
fun lately.
Tired of darkened hotel rooms.
Thinking of how to escape England.
Watching for tails, surveillance.
Suspecting every one he sees or
talks to. Doubts about wikileaks
cadre, watching all their mistakes,
questioning whether to bitch and
If it wasn't for bad luck he
wouldn't have any luck at all.
G
Anthropologist
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